sleepy now

i took my doggie for a rainy walk.
it was peaceful. there was an occasional car but no people. darkness, rain, it was really relaxing. we both got kinda wet. before we went i changed into my water-shoes (don't know how else to describe them) and a shirt that was wet from earlier today (spilled tomato sauce on it at work & washed it in the sink in the bathroom there) and a pair of shorts that i don't care about. then i threw it all in the wash when i got home and changed into my old nirvana hair-dye shirt and my little black cotton shorts.
E talked to me; he likes the idea of H moving in less and less and said she was doubtful again. we agreed she's pretty damn flakey and we're both a little nervous about her snakes (and her big dog). E reassured me that he loves my dog and has no problems with me (and i like him and living here and told him).
was depressed a little earlier thinking about my dad and how we've been kinda out of contact lately.
i'm soooooo out of money. in fact i think i'm kind of negative right now, or will be if either of two checks i mailed yesterday get cashed before friday. =/ (didn't realize before i mailed them!)
i'm still happy with J. no problems since the last one. *virtual hug to my sweetie who won't ever read this that i know of* .. i love him a ton. =)